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Well I got a reason to update, and I've had it for quite a while. I don't know why I've been sitting on it for so long, I just didn't feel like it. Last Saturday I was able to pump out a new story for everyone... ok just the two people who stop by on accident to enjoy: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/54298300/

The inspiration for the story? Yeah you know that girl I liked so bad and it ended so miserably between the both of us... Yeah well it was "thanks" to her. I just wanted to get rid of every known exsistence of her out of my head, and for a long while it was going great until she decided to contact me again... Not just with anything, but to tell me she lost a family member, which really pissed me off. For one she was back in my head, another she tells me that someone died. I don't know why she thought it was a good idea to tell me, was it to get a notion of sympathy from me so she can tell me that she hasn't been happy ever since she gutted me like a fish? I would like to say there is no sympathy... not for her, her feelings, or her loss. You fuck me over like that I will cut you out of my exsistence like a cancer, I got enough shit to drown in long before I add on someone else's, especially when I have nothing for them. I tried to do a stand up thing of sending a message to her of I'm sorry for your loss, if she got it ok... if she didn't, well, I don't give a fuck. I laid in bed trying to rid her of my thoughts with Slipknot as I slept, but as everyone can see... the combination of the two just motivated me to purge my feelings in story form. So hopefully, with this update I can finally rid her of my head again.